tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-999768577625269791.post1414638970403688536..comments2011-11-15T10:34:35.472-08:00Comments on Tearing down the wall: Day two - Jumping right in.Sinerishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01380423976148546429noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-999768577625269791.post-68068381066564598752010-12-26T22:59:46.847-08:002010-12-26T22:59:46.847-08:00Different strokes for different folks.
That does...Different strokes for different folks. <br /><br />That does not look like it should rhyme...does it? Damn southern accent. lolEstellehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03238820218181680926noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-999768577625269791.post-8746396765821417762010-08-15T18:22:46.646-07:002010-08-15T18:22:46.646-07:00I'm going to say that I wholeheartedly agree w...I'm going to say that I wholeheartedly agree with this. I HATE oral sex. I did it to Dave because I was afraid he would leave me if I didn't. Needless to say that he did and I regret ever doing it. I felt gross. I felt used.<br /><br />When Max and I randomly came on to the subject of oral and he said that he would never want it or do it to me, I was ecstatic. I told him that I hoped he didn't look at me differently because I did do it (he doesn't) but I was never going to force anything on to him that he didn't want to do. Hell, I felt bad when I randomly told him "We're never going to do more than just kiss right now are we?". I felt HORRIBLE after saying it. And it wasn't that I was asking to have sex or anything. Shit, I'll be honest, I'm not ready. Physically I am. Mentally, I have too much going on for me to be ready for that. And the only thing I was going for with my comment was that all we've ever done is a peck on the lips. I was talking about making out. Even then I could care less. I'm happy to be with him. I love him to death and would love to spend the rest of my life with him.<br /><br />And I'll be honest. If he decided that he wanted to try oral, I'm going to have to say no. I can't stand the feeling of being "eaten out". It's gross and wrong and just, ugh. I'm shuddering as I type this. Giving a blow job.... ok, yeah. I'll pass on this too. The shit that Dave made me do just makes me feel sick to my stomach.<br /><br />Sorry if I grossed you out. :-/ But I definitely agree with you (and I'm sure if Max was reading this, he'd agree too). You're definitely not alone.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com